~*~He is in my thoughts...
and in my eyes... I cant release the soul, I cant realize. That its over and he is gone never to return and I am left to wither
and sit alone while my heart still yearns why dont you just break what little bit of me is left. And taste the flesh of my
souls death, Enjoy the pain you have caused in me, taste it, feed upon my misery.
~*~Drown in the tears
that I have cried, know the rage I have known each night when it felt like I died, think of how I torture myself this thoughts
of you, dreaming dreams that will never come true, hold my heart and smash it the way you do so well, while I sit and think
and my anger swells.
~*~Forget me, that
is just so easy for you, let me die thats what you have chosen to do. To pretend our love was never there, to leave me as
the only one who cares, but tonight I throw a wrench in your plan, why dont you stand up for yourself and be a real man, forever
you let her rule over your every thought, what would your mommy do if we had ever got caught?
~*~What
would that woman say if she saw it in your eyes? Those feelings she attempted to kill with her evil and lies, ha its funny
to know your still under her spell, she pulls those puppet strings on your weak body so well. Let her rule you and crush your
spirit too, and I will laugh now when I think of you.