~So I sit here five months after you left me flat, I see love all around me, and remember when we were like that. I remember your smile and your, I love you, and I wonder what did I do to lose you. I wonder why did I have to screw up so bad, and why my feelings I hide? Why do the wounds reopen and become fresh inside?~

~And I realize its because I am me, and you wanted another person, that I couldnt be. To mother you and love you, protect you and hold too, but I am just as weak as you, being someone else, I could not do.~

~I cant pretend that I am brave, strong or all that smart, and I am a fool when it comes to matters of the heart. I make mistakes and yes I am wrong, but through it all my love for you is strong. I cover my eyes to hide your image in passing cars, and I cant look out the window at the shining stars.~