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~*~I
hid your pictures to hide your face, to hide your eyes and try to erase, I hide the gifts I got from you, I hide the grief
and memories too, I keep your letters each one locked away, hidden till the fateful day, That I might burn them in a shallow
hole, and ease the pain locked in my soul, But each day I torture myself with thoughts of you, the love the life the dreams
we drew, the pain inside is more then one so weak can bare, and when I turn around I see you there, everything I reach for
and everything I touch reminds me of you, and how I miss you so much ...
~*~Why are all my happy memories clouded with the sadness that is now what we used to
be? the light and fire that used to burn so bright now flickers and dies in the blackest of nights, the pain that stabs so
deep inside my heart the dagger rips it slowly apart, The hopes and joy has all but withered away, I surround myself in an
endless spiral of death pain and decay, I wanted only to be the one, I lost it all and the deed is done, It is my fault I
am alone, to sit and cry to pray each night, that I might die that escape is the only way to go to sleep and not wake the
next day, But I know its not right and I know that I try all I have left is the tears that I cry, and the only thing left
for me then the hurt I cant share is to lighten the load on this cross I bare and
bury the feelings youll never return as the memories taunt me and slowly burn
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