The world is crashing all around me, Dark eyes they scan every inch of me keeping me locked in my head so filled with misery makes me hate myself.

Every time I look for an escape a way to take away this pain, I see they have me tethered to the wall again their venom filled fist pummeling my heart and I hate myself.

So keep me stringing, darkly singing of all the things you plan to do to me, watch in wonder as the rain and thunder strike inches from my face because I hate myself.

Afraid of exposure not certain where to turn all exits burned like the bridges I once walked over closed off from the world because I hate myself.

Reasons useless the time is counted in nooses, as I wait I hang a little longer suffocating towards eternal slumber all of this is just number of reasons that I hate myself.

Drown me after in your undying laughter, of things i've done and said keep it coming, the drummers drumming the pain upon my death or so it seems because I hate myself.